Friday, December 17, 2004
let's talk about the secondary school life. if for anything , i;d say secondary school life is the best phase of my life to discover whu i was really am .
when i first came to swiss cottage , i swear that i so did not like the school .
yulk! in every way it loooks preetty much like my old primary schoool .and i dun find anything special it that skewl eitha . so yea . i came to tat skewl with very kental short hair. (bahhahh ) and on the first day of skewl , i came with swis s tshirt and TRACK PANTS. and i was the onlie one whu was dressed like tat . which made me stand out in a very negative way . heh .
i dinch noe whu to say my first hi tooo becoz i was busy searching whu could be my BEST FREN for the next 4 years. for the first month , i din realli fancy my sec 1 malay classmates . hoho . we dinch fight but i isolated myself from them coz i tot they hated me very much . so yea. i mingled with the chinese fren . and i tink it was yiqian and rachel . yea . so i came on by surviving the first month of my sec one life with them . it came to a point where i realli hated swiss cottage secondary and cried . i pestered my father to b transfered to riverside secondary cos that' s were my ever wonderful sizzie was ! heh heh .
but things took for a change . i began to realise that i've entered a realm tats no more im miss popular. cos i was miss popular back then in primary school coz of my bro n mum . so yeaa . and it makes me feel verry bluuuerrrgh . very unwanted . very unpretty . very kental . very useeles. but HEY . then i realise being popular is llike so not everything.
i worked things out with my class mates , atiqa, shima and sufie . and WHADya noe?
we are the best of friends now. and im lurving it .
the other significant year would b secondary 4 . yeaaaaa. O LEVELS
all the grit . all the pain. alll . and everything was alll very worthwhilee.
along the path of secondary school life, i've grown to be more matured in thinking.
i used to believe everything people said. but because i learn SBQ , i noe how to judge sources . NO LA. it's more because of all the things tat had happen in sec skewl life. i've
come across realli strange characters in the skewl
people whu dun look smart but actuallie am smart.
people whu loook very smart but actuallie am realli not.
people whu fabricate stories about their families, life for god noes what !
people whu care for u when u cry .
people whu r very unreasonable and angsty like the bengs and lians .
and whut do i learn from them ? HELL ALOT. i would say .
and the teacherrrs for one. i lurve them for being very supportive .caring. funny and best of alll
PRODUCTIVE . heh heh .
i dunnow why but i just like the feeeling of reminiscing (sp?) back about secondary skewl life.
it has taught me ALOT . i swear.