Monday, January 17, 2005
i tink i'm mean and egoistic.
or egoistic and mean . either way .
im really sorry if i had hurt anyone in the process of my egoistic and mean way of life.
especially towards boys. okae im not lesbianatic or anything .
it should be the case such that im more gentler and less ego-istic to guys .
since im a girl. but i cant help it .
im so egoi-istic around boys .
i wun even sms the boi i like unless he sms-es me ferst .
i wun even kol to that extent .
yes.im that ego-istic and mean . nobody taught me too . i just am .
just blame my thinking .
i;ve been slammed an unblessed lurve life
but a fantastic extended bliss of family warmth
and im thankful fer that .
and i realised it duzn matter how unblessed ur lurve life or whutnot can be,
coz in the end u still haf ur mums and dads. ur siz and broz. ur uncles and aunts.
ur kuzzins and grandma .
and sumtimes, that;s all that matters.
coz they are the best people whu know u .
and the best to tell you what to do in dire straits or not.
mebbe tat haf turned me into an egoistic monster. having too much love?
o wait. whut am i toking about xia? hah hah.
but anyway ,
get it from me .
sumtimes u dun haf to make life so complicated .
it;s best kept simple.
i;ve learnt my lesson.
cherish what u haf people.
u heard it from the egoistic and mean grl .